Today is my first day back at work after the Christmas
break. Before the break nothing of particular interest happened, except that at
one of the elementary schools I got to watch some of my students play hanafuda
(flower cards) today. This is a game that I found out about through anime, and
I've played a flash version for many years on and off. It's a game of luck not
unlike poker, but for some reason I find it much more appealing. It might be
because the cards are more beautiful. Anyway, it was fun to watch them play.
Oh, and there was Christmas! It
snowed on the night of the 22nd, about six inches, and it was supposed to snow
on and off the whole week without getting warm. This meant that I might
actually have a white Christmas, I thought. I was trying to remember the last
time I had a white Christmas—after consulting my parents, I decided that it was
probably when I was in elementary school. But the week ended up being warmer
than expected and it didn’t snow again, so it wasn’t just a little white. However,
from the classrooms at my junior high school I could see lettuce fields still
covered with snow, so I got a taste of a white Christmas. It didn’t really feel
like Christmas, though. I greeted students and teachers with “Merry Christmas,”
but nobody returned the greeting.
The end-of-year party with the
junior high school was surprisingly fun. I really really did not want to go,
but I didn't have an excuse and everyone except the two staff members signed up
to attend, and as it is my main school, I felt obligated. I didn't really enjoy
the previous party in September, but more teachers came this time, and some of
them were fun. At the main party there were almost constant activities so I
didn't get much chance to talk to people there, but on the other hand there
also wasn't any awkward silence and loneliness like last time. I participated
in one of the events by eating a cream puff to which mustard had been added.
The point of the game was to look at the faces of the four people who ate the
cream puffs and guess who had eaten the spicy one. Of course I was the one who
ate it, so I tried hard to make a face like I had eaten something spicy, but
actually I quite enjoyed the mix of flavors. It was kind of like wasabi
chocolate, but even better.
The next night was the
elementary school's end-of-year party. The food was fantastic, people were
attentively pouring drinks, and the mood was very jovial and loud. I sat next
to a third grade teacher who I've not talked to much. Honestly I don't think
he's a great teacher for the grade level he's with right now, and I feel like
he doesn't like my style of teaching either. But I think we bonded that night.
I also had some great conversations, some of the best I've ever had in
Japanese, with some of the other teachers. Thinking back, I should have worked
harder to pour drinks--I really did a pour (hahah) job of it. If I am able to
go to another party, I'll try hard to keep it in mind. We had planned to go to
a snack bar again and sing karaoke, but we went to an izakaya for the second
party and by the end of that, half the group was barely awake. So we called it
a night and I got home at 11.
After those work parties, I
began my winter break. For the new year I made some resolutions: continuing
keeping a journal and try to be more regular, start (back) exercising regularly,
and improve my spiritual life. I want to add two things to that--no more
fanfiction and no more video games. For me, certain video games (almost all the
ones I enjoy) are like drugs and if I get sucked into one, it's like a poison to
my time. It robs me of the pleasure of other activities because I can only
think about getting back to playing games. Fanfiction is also a drain on my
time though I rarely spend more than a couple of days on a single good story. More
importantly though, I think it reduces my satisfaction with my life, and it disrupts
my sleep if I start reading a good story at the wrong time.
Since these two things take up
the majority of my free time, I need to find a replacement. Grad school will
take up a good bit of time, and exercise as well, but I need an activity for
relaxation. I’m hoping that I can relax by programming, but if that doesn’t
work I’ve also gotten interested in Rubik’s cube solving. And if I really want
to relax, there’s always Netflix, but I find that I really have to be in the
right mood to be interested in watching a movie or TV show. But to further
encourage my resistance to video games, every day that I can journal, I'll
write something that I did instead of playing video games.
Throughout my winter break I mostly stuck to these resolutions with no serious lapses, making it possibly the best break that I've had in Japan. Since I haven't started on my graduate school classes yet, I spent a lot of my free time programming, and managed to make a functional albeit basic application to assist with the memorization of texts (such as the Bible). I also went to Yokohama, which is a beautiful city. I didn't really do anything interesting there, though, because almost all the museums were closed.